Why

I need a place. A safe place to write everything I am feeling. I am kind of a complicated person, but who isn't? I named this blog after a song I wrote. My lyrics are my soul and sharing them is like showing private diary entries...but if you are reading this I trust you. I know you love me for who I am. I wrote a song several years ago. Here is the very first part of it.

When my heart sings it's like dragonfly wings:

Easy torn but vital to thrive.

I put it all on my sleeve, so be careful with me.

I'm about to lay it on the line.

You would never guess that it is a rock song, eh? Told you...complicated.*sarcasm*

There are a lot of things that I want to talk about. It is scary to bare your soul. It is scary to just talk about your life in such a bold and honest way, but I feel it will be healing for me. A good way to express things that have been just bottled up for years and things that are happening right now that I feel like I can't just share with the world.

Everyone has stuff they have to deal with. I am not writing this to get sympathy. It just needs to be said. 

I have felt prompted to share certain things but I don't know the right way to share them. I hope this can help me sort it out.

Here goes nothing!